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with observances

in between

daily cry

 I get you're busy

I get you're probably confused

                                        angry

                                        scared

                                        doubtful

                                        insecure

                                        scared

                                        overwhelmed

                                        sad

It is about you and it is not about me. 

it hurts

    

 

Voice

 Still afraid of the sound of my own voice 

Stuff

 Sometimes

I am sad

I think of all the things I didn't do

all the missed opportunities but

most of the time

I am glad

and amazed by my life 

and that I am alive

and where I am 

sitting on the sofa holding up an old cat

is where I am supposed to be 

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I used to like the wind

and storms

but 

that was before

now

I know what pain is

I know what loss is

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trying 

to be in the moment

trying

not to think of the moments I have not be in